♥ Memories of The Soul ♥

~~Thursday, June 17, 2010~~

10:03 AM

Howdy! ^^ This is gonna be my 600th post. I can't wait for the next blog! =D

Today I spent about half the day doing the Chinese project at Brenda's house. I woke up at 8am today and I told my mother to top up my ez-link card for me caz only left $1 plus. Then she said okay and went back to sleep. 0_0 So I waited awhile more before waking her up again and then she faster chiong go top up for me. Meanwhile, I got changed and everything and waited for her to come back. She came back with breakfast too and I faster eat my food. Then, I walked to the bus stop.

When I crossed the traffic light, suddenly got one bus zoomed past me. Then I saw '28' on it. Then I suddenly forgot what bus I was supposed to take but I immediately remembered. So I ran like siao. xP I reached the meeting point just in time and Professer A.K.A Noel was already there. Then we waited for Wilson. We saw alot of buses go by and suddenly 21 came! Then I was like "Haiz... Cannot take 21 le.. T_T". But suddenly, I heard footsteps coming down from the stairs and I turned around and saw Wilson. Then I was like "There! Come already! Faster!" but just as I was about to walk towards it, the bus drove off. ><>

However, 34 came faster than I expected. So we board the bus. Then we walked to Brenda's house. Her little sister so cute man! xD But at first when I saw her, I thought she was a boy. xP Then I went and ask Brenda "How old is your brother?". Make me laugh like siao now that I think about it. xD Anyway, we got started on the PPT first. Edited abit, then save and done liao. But I feel like I never really contributed to the PPT slides caz I only gave opinions. But can't blame me what... My internet got problem.. T_T On and off have internet. Anyway, back to the subject. As we were doing the PPT, her little sister was listening and watching to the Nursery Songs. And caz last night I slept at almost 1 and today still so early wake up, I was soo sleepy. Then the Nursery Songs were like sleeping pills to me. And not only me, even Professer Noel said he felt sleepy too. So we faster chiong the slides. After the slides, we finally had the chance to do the cover page! The one I was most looking forward to. ^^ We used the efficient method, which was to print out the picture, shade the back of it, and trace over it. It worked well and then we outlined it and everything looked nice. Just that the 2 guys didn't really put much effort into it. I did the Malay outfit and the Chinese Food picture. Kinda satisfied with it. ^^

Halfway through all the tracing and colouring, Noel kept on calling the Chinese woman his woman. Caz he did the Chinese woman and the Malay Food. Then he kept on calling the Chinese woman "My woman" and we kept on teasing him for it. xD And then he was pissed off and he said he's gonna make me the next vice-chairperson. Fat hope! But talking about this, I can't help but wonder who's gonna be our next form teacher. I scared is.....MDM Okay-You-Know-Who. T_T Don't want!!! xP Okok, I shall get back to the post and stop scaring myself. After completing the cover page, Brenda's sister wanted to snatch it away from us caz I think that she felt it was so fascinating. Before we went home, Brenda's sister kept on disturbing Wilson. Then Brenda said that her sister likes him. xD We over there laugh like mad. Anyway, we left her house and walked to the bus stop. I took bus 21 all the way home. Oh well, I have to go now. Btw, this is my 600th post! WOOTS! Ok, bye! New blog tomorrow! ^^

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9:50 AM

Hey people! I'm back to post! This is my 599th post! WOOTS! 1 more post to 600! ^^ Yesterday was a wasted day. From morning till afternoon, we had sectionals. Then I went home, ate lunch and finally, I on-ed the computer. Wrong timing. T_T NO INTERNET! The whole day was wasted just like that! But if there was internet, my whole day will still be wasted. So it doesn't really make much difference. Ok, back to it. Of course, I did not let it go to a waste. Since there was no internet, I..... WATCHED DVDS! Ok, lets just say CDs. I finally continued watching the 'Cardcaptor Sakura' disc my cousin lent me. Then I got addicted to it. My brother accompanied me watch and he also got addicted to it. xD Who say boys can't watch Sakura?! Nice to watch what! Lol, but that show was way long ago, I know. But anyway, I must faster finish watching it so I can return it to my cousin. ^^ Oh well, thats all for now. I shall post everything about the Sec 2 camp and the holidays in the next blog. Bye! =D

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~~Friday, June 11, 2010~~

10:26 AM

Hi. =) I DON'T KNOW. Bye. =)

Lol, siao! xD Okay lah, just kidding. Again! Anyway, caz of the internet failure these few days, I went to look through my folder and I came across the pictures taken during the Malaysia trip to 'Kukup Fishing Village'. Those pictures brought memories back. Those fun times. We fished, we played carrom, we sang karaoke, we slept, we laughed, we set fireworks and we even took many pictures and videos together. Luckily we did. Or else or the memories may slowly be erased from our minds. I miss that place man.....

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9:58 AM

Hi all. =) I'm very sleepy but I can't sleep yet caz I'm currently doing the "Disk Defragmenter thingy" which my father told me to do yesterday but I forgot. Now I need to wait for it to finish defragmenting then can shut down my computer. *Yawnz*.... Someone help me! Anyway, congrats to my cousin, Michelle for finally having her own computer after waiting for so long. ^^ Cheers! Last time I also needed to wait for so long and during that time, I was addicted to Maple and so was my brother. Then we often got into fights and quarrels just to snatch the computer.. xD Lol, addiction is bad. xP That was about 3-4 years ago? ^^ Now we argue and quarrel MORE not because of computer. I dunno why, but we just don't seem to get along well with each other. Its like we were born to be enemies. Its not totally my fault. His actions and behaviour are just too irritating and mischievious. (Ok, I forgot the spelling. HAPPY?!) And he always shouts even when I try to talk nicely to him. Haiz... Its always like that... Siblings. Older sisters and younger brothers just do not get along well. My sister hates me alot too, AS MUCH AS how I hate my brother. But I don't know why... UNLIKE my brother, I do not:

1) Irritate her as much
2) Hit her butt
3) Talk to her
4) Disturb her

INSTEAD, I:

1) Help her
2) Always give in to her as much as she gives in to me
3) Like her
4) Try to talk to her more
5) Try not to disturb her

Maybe she hates me because she:

1) Thinks that I always copy her when sometimes, our choices are just the same (In fact, she also got copy me sometimes and I never even call her copycat.)
2) was born to do so.
3) was bribed to hate me
4) don't want me to like her
5) feels that I'm irritating
6) don't like me to ask her questions

We are more like strangers than sisters. She said she will buy champagne to celebrate if I leave this world. Ooo! Champagne! How does it taste like? Ok, I siao liao... Bye~

I Don't Know Leh.... I Really Don't Know... No Matter How You Try To Force Me To Tell You, I Will Still Say: I DON'T KNOW!

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9:37 AM

Hey guys! Its been one month (or more) since I last posted! I miss myself! ^^ Lol, just joking. Actually I was thinking of posting earlier but my internet suddenly got problem these few days. I think its all because of the Chinese project. Caz my computer don't have the system for typing Chinese words. So, I went to ask my father for help. Then he go and install and download all the things and he repaired my computer and suddenly, the internet got problem. So I haven't been able to go online on msn and all... But luckily, my father repaired the internet yesterday night so now its okay. However, its still quite slow. Haiz...I just have to bear with it, like how I always did.

Okay, guess what time it is now? Its 12.43am. *Yawnz*.... I'm so tired...zZzzZZZZz...... Today I didn't really get to use my computer caz band took up more than half of my day. From morning till 4pm. Later than normal school days. -_-" Well, anyway... I guess I shall stop here for now. Goodnight and goodbye! ^^ By the way, thanks Shuling! (For the gift) Ok, its really bye here. BYE!

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~~Tuesday, June 1, 2010~~

8:20 AM

Crying Is A Torture, But It Is Also A Cure. - 30 April (Continuation)

When I reached home, I looked at the whiteboard. And this was what I saw: "SPCA is watching you. They know you killed the hamster." Then I remembered the hamster. And all of a sudden, I burst out crying. The tears just kept coming out... All those thoughts flashed through my mind. I remembered my mother's words again, and I felt that I was so cruel. How could I forget? You see, people. This person right here, typing this post is actually a very irresponsible person. From the start, I had already knew I was irresponsible. If I didn't say I wanted to help look after the hamster too, I wouldn't be this sad. My brother is at fault too, but he doesn't feel sad. He even laughed. And so, I cried and cried until my eyes were so pain. I think even my neighbours can hear me caz I cried so loudly like never before.

I cried for about an hour or more and I decided that I shouldn't cry anymore so I watched TV to lighten my spirits. After that, I cried again. But for awhile only. Then I slept. I was feeling so guilty, to the hamster as well as my cousin. If only I wasn't so busy. If only I had time to think about the hamster. Imagine if you were locked up in a cage, and you ate up all your food but your owner didn't gave you more because they FORGOT. Day by day, you get hungrier and hungrier and your food is just above your cage but you couldn't even get to taste it. Yeah. This is worst. Imagine seeing food in front of you, but you cannot get to eat it. This is worst then not seeing any food at all. I learnt this fact. And I experienced it during the camp too. But I didn't starve to death. My hamster did.

Although I know sorry can't cure anything,
but I'm sorry..................

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8:03 AM

I hate myself - 30 April

Went to school like usual... Took Chinese Paper 1 first. I spent too much time on the letter writing part and I had only about 45-50 minutes left for essay writing. Doomed huh? Then I chionged lor. I was sure, about 96% sure, that I was gonna be doomed. After that we had a break. I relaxed a bit and tried not to think about the Chinese Paper.

After the break, I was quite confident caz I was sure that my English is gonna be better than my Chinese. The situational writing was okay I guess.... Didn't know what to elaborate so I wrote rubbish. When it came to the essay writing, I was short of time too! I was left with about 50 minutes and I didn't even know which question to choose. So I chose question 1 at first. Then I wrote the introduction but I felt it was weird so I crashed it and wrote another introduction for the same question. I couldn't think anymore. So, I decided to switch to question 5. Then I chionged the introduction, resulting in lots of tenses mistakes. Halfway through the compo, I couldn't think anymore. My brain was blank and the cells stopped functioning. I didn't know what to write! I almost gave up man! I was like: "I give up. Die liao lah.... I think I'll just tell teacher I have a headache and cannot continue le". But luckily I didn't. I just chionged it caz I was prepared to die. I correction taped until the whole paper become "super white" and I shivered like siao. I even needed to use my left hand to stop my right hand from shivering. I didn't even check or read through it caz I had no time. When I handed in the paper, I was sure I'm gonna score very badly for both subject but I was more worried for English.

(To be continued....)

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7:51 AM

And so it was like this...
I think I'll start posting from 29 April then...

My Mood:
Tomorrow will be the start of the exams. I'm not prepared... But I'm still watching TV. There was nothing to watch so I just went to watch -I-Forgot-What-Channel-. Then I heard the person talking about his hamster. Then I remembered that I hadn't been feeding mine for a few days. And I was like: 0_0 My immediate reaction was to turn to the cage and see. Then I was praying soo hard... "Please, no...." And I opened the cage. I saw it lying there, not moving. After that, my whole expression was 0_0 the whole time. I didn't even shed a tear. Then I went to study. That day, all my family members knew about it. Yeah. What my mother said was right... She said that we (my brother and I) were so cruel. Caz we placed the whole container of food on top of its cage but we actually forgot to feed it. Imagine how the hamster felt when it was starving. It would have been: Save me!! Food! The food was just on top of its cage... So near, yet so far.... After my mother said that, I sobbed like mad. However, my brother was laughing.

I then decided not to think about it anymore caz there was English Paper 1 and Chinese Paper 1 the next day. Then I tried to stop crying and stop thinking about this whole incident. And, we just left the hamster there.

Next post please...

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